This is another one where I did the thing, and ideally would like to be able to do it again. So Why? Whyy?? Whyyy did I not write down what I did as I did it??
I think the real reason is that I always believe the first version is going to be terrible, so what's the point of writing it down. And it doesn't always come out great, but it often comes out pretty-good but because of that nagging negative voice, I don't write anything down and then I always curse myself afterwards.